Wouldn't it be cool if my sister-in-law or someone else called today and said, "April Fools! Justin didn't really die"? Yeah. That would be awesome.
Unfortunately, I know it's not going to happen.
But it WOULD be cool.
I wouldn't even be mad at him.
This is the cover to the funeral program.
Don't just look at the picture.
Read the journal entry that he wrote 5 years ago.
I too, have a testimony that we need to submit our will to the Lord's and that He has a plan for us that is much better than we can ever imagine. He knows so much more than we ever will and has that eternal perspective that we cannot grasp.
However, I also have to admit that I'm not quite sure about the Lord's timing on this one. I'm sure that some day.........and it might not be until after I die, I will have a full understanding, but today........not so much.